This is for the people with a need to self destruct. For those that operate a little differently on the inside, crafted with the extra internal wiring that creates the urge to escape, change, or morph from the body you were given. To those that feel alien within themselves, that binge, starve, or purge away [...]
Archive for September, 2008
To the happily hungry.
Posted in It's a disordered world., tagged ana, binge, bloodlust, eating disorder, ednos, energy, food, hunger, starve, vampire, vampirism on September 13, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
How to spot a vampire.
Posted in General vamp info., tagged vampire, psyvamp, succubus, bloodthirst, vampirism, twilight, how to find a vampire, real vampire, photophobia, stereotype, psychic vampire, edward cullen, solitary, loner, incubus, sexual on September 10, 2008 | 1 Comment »
Well, I woke up this morning (finally, with the help of a large coffee) to a writing urge. Now, I’m sure this silly little blog of mine will end up spreading past it’s genre of vampirism into more useful and relatable topics, like the presidential politics and the latest episode of Gossip Girl; but for now [...]
Awkward times to get Bloodthirsty.
Posted in Random musings., tagged awkward, blood, bloodthirst, bloodythirsty, coworker, energy, lifeforce, psyvamp, sang, sanguinarian, vampire, work on September 9, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Vampires aren’t really ‘bloodthirsty’. Not usually. Psyvamps especially. But that’s just ‘usually’.
But having a bit of a sanguinarian side poses it’s awkward moments. For example, being in a busy workplace with a high volume of bodies roaming about doing their shopping, the energy is painfully high and you’ve gone without your morning coffees. Your coworker and [...]
Frequently asked. You know you’ve got questions.
Posted in Random musings., tagged vampire, blood drinker, succubus, pranic, vamp, blood, psy, prana, energy on September 7, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Hm, lame and cliche, I know- but there really are a lot of frequently asked questions on modern vampirism. Let me see if I can touch on the basics.
Q)Are we immortal, undead, or do we have prolonged lives?
A)..In all honesty, no. I sure as hell won’t live forever, I’m not infected with some strange bloodthirsting [...]
Draining, the Des way.
Posted in Self proclaims., tagged vampire, blood drinker, sanguinarian, psyvamp, succubus, draining, feeding, lifeforce, pranic, vamp on September 7, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
How exactly do I vampiricly drain the lifeforce from the very blood of others? Tis’ simple, really.
There’s many kinds of energy, and which is the best suited really depends on the vamp. I feed on two sort of.. vibes. Empathic, and Tantric. Being an empath I tend to form close bonds with few people, and [...]
Pre-existing conditions.
Posted in Random musings., tagged awakening, cutting, eating disorder, self abuse, symptoms, vampire, vampyre on September 7, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
I often wonder how many of us vamps grew up with disordered eating or self abuse issues. That later tied into the energy needs, perhaps?
I know I grew up with major food problems, despising either the food or the body that accepted it. Like I was eating and eating and never really satisfied, something was [...]
Desiree.
Posted in Self proclaims., tagged blood drinker, nineteen, psyvamp, sanguinarian, succubus, vampire on September 7, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
I’m Des. I’m nineteen, (yes really, nineteen people years, I’m not like.. undead, or anything) and I graduated a couple years ago but have been smoking too much pot to get over my procrastination and kick my ass back to school. When I go, I’ll be taking art. My life revolves around art, and energy. [...]
